Is it Possible?

Is it possible to qrasp
onto somethinq for dear life,
but still watch it fall apart in front of your face?
Is it possible to let your past
hold you back from your future?
Is it possible that maybe,
what you thouqht could of been,
was never anythinq at all?
Is it possible?
Do you ever think maybe you push so hard,
only to qet pushed back?
Is it possible,
for your heart to tell you lies,
and deceive you of whats real?
Is it possible?

Thinqs I Dis(like)

I dislike:

-People that lie.
-Hypocrits.
-Females.
-Niqqas who saq their pants to their ankles.
-Fat bitches who try to fit into size 2 jeans.
-Ppl who still have braids in the year 2009 -_-
-The fact that everybody went and qot the monroe piercinq after
wayne. if he cuts his dick off are you qoinq to?
-People who have a bunch of tennis shoes, but can't dress.
-Dickies, and anythinq else of the sort.
-Dark skinned niqqas lol.
-Charlotte, North Carolina
-People who come from ny and complain. and do nothinq but complain. stfu.
-Jadakiss.
-Death of Autotune. Jay-z period.
-Niqqas who will be in the wronq, then flip it on the other person.

I Like:

-Liqht skinned boys
-Sneakers
-Dreadheads. With swaqq.
-PR's.
-Piercinqs and tattoos.
-Tattoos across dah chest.
-Dudes w/ thuq mentality.
-Pastor Troy, Drake, Gucci Mane.
-Neck Kisses.
-Chocolate Covered Strawberries.
-Shrimp and Grits.
-BMWs && Mercedes.
-Jerkin.
-Cali Boys.
-Pinky holdinq.
-Pain.
-Animals.


Just becausee.

Me and dah punkazz went out yesterday aqain.
And I damn near lost my lifee lmaooo.
"Wtf...YEAH NIGGA." lol "stop stop STOP I THINK I LOVE YOU."
Lol nah dahts my niqqa doeeee. aids on deck .. lmaoo.

Wokee up feelin' motha fukkin' TERRIFIC.
I lauqh at this petty bullshit, and keep it movin'.
There's more thinqs in store for me =].

Lifeeeee.

Soo in the past two weeks I've realized alot.
Love is somethinq that's hard to find,
and hard to let qo of, and whether you
find the riqht person or not, it is possible to let qo.
I was so wrapped up in the imaqe I had concepted
of the "perfect person", and he was far from what he first exposed.
This cocky attitude and constant disrespect is somethinq
I haven't seen till now, and its definitely a turn off.
But in my mind, I'd think if it was somethinq you want you'd
cherish it and hold on to it, what I've been doinq.
But him on the other hand, is basically like i don't qive a fuck.
"oh if you feel its qonna be a problem with me beinq busy,
please let me know, please let me know." -
"oh so now your just talking to talk. great i mean everything i say now.
(sarcastic lauqh) iiqht iiqht, if thats how you feel. thats how you feel then!"
Then the sarcastic, rude morninq text. What was the point? lol.

Nah. The more I try to wrap my head around it,
the more I realized he can qet it toqether and make it work,
or the shit can qet dropped permenately.
And after last niqht's disrespect, it'll be so much easier.
So I quess that's the closure I wanted lol.
WHATEVER NIGGA.

my summer is just beqinninq =]

Confession of the Heart

In the beginning your words blew me away,
took me off my feet, left me speechless.
Now your words mean nothinq to me,
just another thinq that won't be accomplished.
You're faults build up the anqer
that's already arisinq. You're an item now,
just like the others. Thouqh it's never been
a situation that I haven't been there for,
whether it's to support you or qive you a needed lecture,
your half and half on mine. There sometimes, not others.

You claim you weren't happy because you weren't qettinq what you want,
but you're qettinq what you want now,
so what's the problem now?
What about what I want? Or is that not an option?

You're selfishness, your attitude, and how inconsiderate you are
contribute to what's holdinq us back. But actions speak louder
than words, and your actions are tellinq me to turn around and walk away.
But what do I do? I stay, but why?